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New school year, new blues

June 8, 2026

New school supplies, new uniform, new school year

You’d think everything will be fine, but it isn't, but also at the same time it is.

Hi, Ralf here, and I have been having a really bad time in my first few days of school, but, I'm also having the best time of my life! I mean, i got new friends in a strange new classroom where i knew no one but one of my old friends from elementary, none of my teachers are evil (at least the ones i know)
And my class hours are now from 12 pm to 5:20 pm, which was a huge improvement over my 6 am to 2:30 pm schedule, i mean, life’s good! but for some reason i feel a tight sensation in my chest, like i just can’t breathe, i mean of course i can’t, im a fish out of water. i know my friends, but i don’t know them like my old friends from grade 10, i mean, we were with each other for FOUR YEARS, through thick and thin & sickness and health!
It's such a culture shock to have not just a new uniform, a new section, a new classroom, new teachers, new classmates, but also seeing your messenger transform overnight. It's not just new gcs, it's new gcs with new people, which i am still dealing with.

Although, even if it is difficult to get used to this new school year, I am still happy that I got to experience a whole new point in time, a new leaf.
It’s nice to feel like I'm in a new place for once!

see you on the other side!

-Ralf

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