Life update #4!
March 19th, 2022
As you know, a LOT has been going on, and I don't have much time to update my blog anymore, so if I suddenly disappear into the void for more than 3 weeks, you know why!
I dont really have much going on, but at the same time I have a lot going on, I don't really know how to explain it, but its kinda like sitting on a chair drinking tea, whilst being inside a chaotic, fast-moving tornado, you're just there, sitting calmly, sipping some tea, while your life slowly disintegrates into a flurry of chaos, and I have been dealing with possible insomnia for quite a while now, its getting really disruptive, like, I cant even focus in classes, always in a state of drowsiness, etcetc, and I don't really know how to deal with it, also, I am graduating from elementary in a few months!; Yay! NOT
"but ralf, why not?"
I'm not really sure that I'll be able to graduate, sure, my grades are fine, I have 80s and 90s (80 = great 90 = wow) and some of my projects are pretty cool, I guess, But even then, I am still surrounded by a cloud of doom and gloom whenever I think about it, I am never sure if im able to graduate, and this ambiguity and paranoia is really getting to me
Anyways, have a few projects to go, see you in the other side!