Life update #7

May 21st, 2022

Hey guys, im kind of in a rough situation right now, I have finals in a few weeks, graduation is coming up, and I also have to do some really difficult P.E projects right now, so, I might not have enough time to add onto and finish my simming experiences and make frequent blogposts!

Anyways, this past few weeks has been BLURSED, like, first of all, WE ATE A TON OF FOOD! And cakes! Im not even kidding, we had 2 whole ass cakes in a span of A FEW DAYS! It was really weird since cakes were considered “occasional treats” in my household (my last few blogs would like to disagree) , and having 2 served in a span of 3-4 days felt like an overdose.(Also really sorry Unfortunately, i wasn't able to recover the first cake's pic!)

the cake was really cute!

And also, i've noticed that im starting to care a little bit too much about what people think about me, I know that they only care about themselves for the most part and that they probably don't give a damn about me, but still, I can feel their sharp glares pierce through me like a needle, and going out at noon has become tortuous and excruciating, every damn time I go out, there's this fog of suspicion that covers me from head to toe, that weighs me down like a boulder.

At this point, I don't even think im gonna be able to go out alone by myself without dying inside, like, this unavoidable, heavy fog is so unbearable, that It's slowly starting to affect me on a personal, deep level.

And, A few days ago, I was feeling really suffocated inside my house, like, for some unknown reason, whenever there's more than one person in the house I immediately die inside, I don't know why it feels this way, all I know is that it happens, and it SUCKS, so, in order to get away from the horror that is my 4-person-house, I decided to grab some vanilla boba tea, even though I was sick, and took a walk.

Anyways, that's all for today, im really sorry if I haven't gotten to my simming experiences yet, but I do promise that I'll get to them soon!

See you on the other side!


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